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[10 Oct 2004|03:40am]
[ mood | nauseated ]

It makes me sick to know that if i go on myspace, more then half the people i know are on there.

oh and it also makes me sick that Brittney Miranda things shes hardcore/emo now. i mean im not one to say whos what. im not even hardcore, i just listen to the stuff. i dont try to be hardcore, or else my pants would be tighter, id own a bandanna and id have a belt with a big buckle. The only thing i do is i have an atreyu trucker hat although the only reason i do is because i needed a new hat and trucker hats breath. Working is hot stuff, i need to vent. i dont do this trend shit. but if any of you know who Brittney Miranda is and was, what she is now is disgusting.

You should just drink some bleach. You disgust me.

The new job is alright. its long and boring, but its manageable. plus im pulling home over $300 a week. so im good.

The new Used cd is not a dissapointment as i thought it would be before i heard it. Its actually pretty good.
Ive been listening to Sex Positions a lot, even though i got the cd forever ago. I think its because i just got T.H.U.G.2 and its good music to skate to. gotta love xbox and the ability to put in your own soundtracks :thumbs up:

A few people i know that were doing bad seem to be doing better. Im glad, most of the time ive been through whatever some one else is going through and its good to see people doing better. You people know who you are.

Things have been half and half for me. Im good one minute, bad the next. Things just never go as planned and I dwell on it to much. "I well on all the little things too much" says my mom. Well thats kinda hard when my life like is just a stand of little things tied together, so when one goes wrong it fucks up the strand. She told me to "look at the big picture." my reply was "WHAT BIG PICTURE?!" I dont really have a big picture. I dont know where im going in life, i dont know what i wanna do and i dont know how things are going to end up. The only thing i know is what i want. My car. Ill be fine once i have it. Its just a big mess right now and its fucking stupid. I dont even have the money for it. i had $900 in the bank. i told myself i didnt wanna go under $700. im at $250 in the bank and $200 on me. I hate myself sometimes.

What ever happened to people being on aim all night on Saturday? The one time im actually on, no one else is.

Kaytie wants to go to this haunted house later today. Part of me wants to go, and part doesnt. I just dont want it getting to complicated like with rides there and back and shit. I dont know. All i know is shes sleeping over and im glad. i havnt seen her since Wednesday.

i have to finish Crys new journal soon.

Im out.

ps. stop reading this journal and read my other one ajunesrequiem


[28 Sep 2004|04:13am]
[ mood | bored ]

in 16 days itll be me and kayties 8 months. and its been awsome.

im waiting for pixley richards to call me back once they get my drug test results (like im not gonna pass HA) so they can tell me if i got the job or not
im pretty positive i already got it or they wouldnt have showed me around and shit. i hope so. i need my car and my new comp, together that sets me back over 5,000. and most of its the computer. Its an overnight job and its what i need.

I want the new used cd.

I cant stop pulling my hair. its gotten reeeaaallly bad again. kaytie hates when i do it. i told her to bring me to a hypnotist. I cant help it, ive tried so many times. So many people have tried so many things to try to get me to stop pulling it out, but i do it subconciencly. i dont even think about it i just...do it. blah.

ive been on xbox live like everynight so far almost all night.

Star wars: battle front
Guilty gear xx #reloaded
Burnout 3: takedown

thats the line up. and i have fable so ive been playing that. i beat it one way, im gonna play through again though. i did it on the evil side i think.

I wanna see fucking GWAR damnit

umm...Oh go see the new resident evil. its worth every penny.

theres so many good games coming out. my xmas list is gonna be all games.

shit i dont know what im gonna do for halloween.


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[18 Jul 2004|07:25am]
since i havnt written in a few day i want to say

Happy 5 months babe. i love you so much.

and we saw the anchorman last night. it was fuckin hillarious.

[28 Jun 2004|05:43pm]
im tryin to get everyone to give me theyre passwords i did journals for so those who i did journals for that want them back IM me at thegreattonx
and stop reading this and read my new journal ajunesrequiem

Day 26 [26 Jun 2004|10:52pm]
got my guitar yesterday and now i have to pay the money to get it switched to lefty.

after 5 hours of being pissed that i couldnt do it myself.

got a dvd/vid game rack
had to buy screws because it was missing them because it was obvious some one brought it back.

got ice cream at dairy twist.the days i didnt write were due to things that have happened.

kayties aunt passing away. my dads dying day. everything.


Peter Leahy
June 24th 2002

Deborah Jean Garden
June 21st 2004

and with that, its time to open my new journal.

yup this one is being closed. leave a comment in the other journal and ill add you as a friend.

later dudes and dudettes


Day Twenty-Two [22 Jun 2004|11:18pm]
Got a new bed and set it up

FINNALY bought the Fassw (From A Second Story Window) CD

i love kaytie. and my bed rocks

Day Twenty-One [21 Jun 2004|05:17pm]
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kayties aunt passed away. i was sad. this is the worse week of the year.
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Day Twenty [20 Jun 2004|11:21pm]
Kaytie came over.

we went to visit my dad.

then kb toys

then had a water gun fight

and had some ice cream and played mario party 5.

Day Nine-teen [19 Jun 2004|07:22pm]
Went to the mall and saw garfield.
came home and had icecream.
watched three kings
bought a guitar
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bidded on ebay.
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Day Eight-teen [18 Jun 2004|04:18am]
Watched movies with kaytie

watched requiem for a dream and it made me happy

bad phone call
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Day Seven-teen [17 Jun 2004|04:18am]
went down town. had dinner.

visited my dad.

watched monster
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Day Six-teen [16 Jun 2004|04:18am]
Data missing

Hung out with kaytie, went down town. went swimmin in her pool.

Day Fifth-teen [15 Jun 2004|08:40pm]
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[14 Jun 2004|04:43pm]
quizes due to my kaytie bunny, yes, i said bunnyCollapse )
If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal.
If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal.
If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal.
If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal.
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DAy Fourteen [14 Jun 2004|04:27pm]
Woke up tired
went to work.
took my normal 50 minute nap before punching in at 7-715
over slept and didnt wake up at 650 to calll kaytie
called kaytie 8 times but no answer
got sad
punched in
apperently did a job too slow
called kaytie
called kaytie
got talked to about the morning
visit kaytie

I feel like im gonna lose my job before the month is over :sigh:

i have a long entry to type up but i dont know when and if im gonna do it. ill get back to that.
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Day Thirteen [13 Jun 2004|04:27pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Woke up, went to wal-mart to get cheap shoes for work
got some for $5 and bought the first TMNT movie on dvd.
went to kayties and then went to pick her up from work
we got ready
went there and set up
went back to her house to continue to get ready
made some pb&j
went back
hugs and kisses
all dogs go to heaven
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Day Twelve [12 Jun 2004|04:27pm]
[ mood | happy ]

went to kayties
napped =D
Got new shoes
me and kaytie kinda argued
kaytie got her "heartcore" shoes lol
went to the wedding
had fun with kaytie
looked at the stars and the "ufos"
went home

"sum it up: the van, the stars, the porch, the walk, the roof, the ufo, the tea, the burn, the caterer bitch, the bugs, the food, the tea, the bonbons, my mom acting drunk, skanking my glasses crooked, moshing in the parking lot..."

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Day Eleven [11 Jun 2004|12:45pm]
I feel so alone when you leave my house.

(more entry to come.)
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Day Ten [10 Jun 2004|05:46pm]
Horrible horrible day.

moring sucked.
worked sucked.
flipped out on both mike and jen
was too hot.
burned my fingers
got mad at jim
was pissed all day
lost a part
kaytie couldnt hang out.'

i need to find another job

now heres where i bitch about shannon, the company slut.

i hate this bitch. shes like almost 30. she thinks shes perfect (HA!) and is always wearing shits like, im so close to perfect its scary or one with 2 circles, the bigger one says me the smaller one says world as in "the world revolves around me". i hate this woman. she thinks she can fuck anyone she wants and just toss them away. I dont even talk to this woman, i dont even know why im bitchin about her, but i hate her. she is everything i hate. only a few of us(me, mike, jen, dan) can see that she is nasty. Alot of the guys from the place next store thinks she has a nice ass. Wrong. Any nasty ass bitch can wear tight pants to make theyre ass look good. They obviously cant see the parts of her ass that are sagging past the ass area of her tight pants. Nasty.

I love my girlfriend.

That is all
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Day Nine [09 Jun 2004|10:01pm]
Bad day.

work sucked.
way too hot.
got something in my eye
used the eye wash and didnt know how to turn it on then i get soaked.
then blew down parts and got nitric acid ALL OVER ME and it burned.
had to soak myself then change

kaytie came over and the day was better.=D
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